Exodus 33:12-23
Might think, given the circumstances, Moses had come out of tense situation in pretty good shape. People paid dear price for their sin, yet could have been much worse. All but 29,000 survived, Moses and Joshua included. God promised to make sure they found the way to Canaan, would be able to actually take possession of it. God still on speaking terms with Moses, more than that… treated Moses as his friend. Would seem to be good time to quietly accept whatever God volunteered for a deal, smile and not and say thank you.
Moses not content to do that. Instead, kept pushing the boundaries… in a good way, one that got favorable response from God. Not what Moses asked for but still was blessed beyond words. Don’t know how much time passed between God’s command immediately following the plague and this conversation with God. Not a long delay, could have been later same day. Not told where took place, likely at the tent of meeting outside the camp. Moses acting in his role as mediator, bringing needs of people before God, tossed in a couple things for himself too.
A. if I have found grace v.12-14
you say I have
begins in his “conversation” prayer with God by repeating what God had said… back to him, explaining his interpretation
you said this, I understand it to mean this, if that is true then… this is what I would expect to see / hear / experience, but…
Moses wrote God spoke with him “face to face, as a man speaks to his friend” yet believes God’s relationship with him goes far beyond friendship – includes measure of obligation on God’s’ part
God has given orders but not sufficient instruction, has indicated close and favorable relationship but not shown it… to Moses satisfaction – “know my name” = intimacy, “found grace” = good kind of intimacy
show me if I really have
Moses struggling to reconcile knowledge with experience – what he knew and believed to be true about God, how his current experience did / did not match up
if God is unchanging and cannot lie, has said that he had close and favorable relationship with Moses, why is he backing off
one likely explanation in Moses’ mind – somehow he had lost favor with God – God not abandoning him but… keeping distance
so… asks for clear reassurance, evidence that things still good between him and God – and btw, this people is your people
notice Moses big goal: “that I may know You and that I may find grace in Your sight” – continued and closer intimacy with God
had already found grace with God, wants to continue to find favor – iow, Moses wants more grace from God, more demonstrations of favor he does not deserve
here are two promises
once again God relents from his threatened consequence – ok, not just an angel that God would send, his very presence would continue to be with them
first declaration of incredible promise… repeated by Lord Jesus himself: “I will give you rest” – that generation would later forfeit it
yet promise endures – there is a rest that still remains for the people of God (Heb. 4:3, 9)… Moses has entered it, we will someday
not only would God himself go with them, promised rest meant they would certainly reach their destination, would be Free to Worship God as he directed them
B. you have found grace v.15-17
that’s a given
kinda like Moses had rehearsed his speech, didn’t really register God had answered him before he finished – just keeps going while God smiles at him
strongly implied: if God would not go with them, Moses wasn’t moving – if they were to make it to Canaan, God would have to be present with them all the way
for Moses, nothing else mattered if God’s presence not with them – God present there at Sinai, would not leave his presence without some ironclad guarantees
by relenting in way God did, showed Moses that he had indeed found grace… for himself – but what about stiff-necked people
there must be more
Moses not content either for himself or for people he represented to be treated by God same as everyone else in the world
to Moses, God’s presence the distinguishing characteristic – that alone what set those people apart from all the rest
sure, was clear evidence of God’s special favor but… even that by itself not enough – Moses wanted something more concrete
Moses wanted self and people clearly identified as God’s people – wanted all the other “people who are upon the face of the earth” to know they were different
two questions to ask: Both individually and as church family, what evidence are we looking for that God is pleased with us?
Do we individually and as church family want to be distinguished from the world, and if so, how?
we still have a relationship
God responded graciously, gently, compassionately to Moses – yes, still on good terms; you are an effective mediator and friend of God in close relationship with him
because God is gracious, he would grant Moses’ request… both for himself and on behalf of entire people group
Moses an Old Testament type of Christ, mediator of old covenant as Christ is mediator of new covenant – yet Moses was mediator with limitations
could not plead any merit of his own when seeking favor from God – depended on God’s grace and mercy for results
could approach God only so closely, could only experience limited portion of God… and was not satisfied
Moses’ desire: to know he had found favor with God, that he was in covenant relationship with God, that God would be his friend, that God would continue to be gracious to him… and his people
C. I will be gracious v.18-23
I want more of you
as if Moses thought: “I’ve come this far, I’m not turning back now, I’m going for the gold” – had 40 days face to face with God on the mountain, wanted more
could not care less for anything world offered, “esteemed the reproach of Christ greater riches than the treasures in Egypt”
suffering for sake of God and his Gospel an incomparably greater treasure than all wealth of this world – if that is so, if reproach for Christ is great treasure, favor from God must be even more so
Moses wanted more of God’s favor but what he wanted most was more of God – greater intimacy, greater knowledge, closer friendship, more fellowship
yes, comes sort of with more time spent; more to it than that, requires that God display more of his Being in way we can see
I’ll give you more
on my terms – God did not rebuke or ridicule Moses, continued to respond graciously to Moses’ request, but on God’s terms
just like any other request – God answers in his way and time, always consistent with who He is, his character and nature
he would give Moses more of himself, but not exactly as Moses requested – would display and declare his goodness for Moses benefit… and countless generations since
good to remember: God is by nature gracious and compassionate but… his grace and compassion not automatically dispensed on everyone – is God who decides
for your good – God not being stingy, not negotiating with Moses, is truly being gracious and compassionate – to grant Moses’ request would harm him, would not be a good gift
even when we ask for what seems to be good thing, God always gives what is for our good… to limit of our capability
you must be sheltered by the Rock
God promised to give Moses as much of himself as he could, at same time protecting him – could be within arm’s reach of God… so long as he was sheltered
we, too, can come within arm’s reach of God so long as is the Rock, Jesus himself, who spans the gap between us
is also in and through Lord Jesus that we can… for now… experience God’s goodness, see God’s glory
When Moses confronted with depth of fellow Israelites’ depravity, what was his desired solution? To experience more of God, more of his grace, his glory. When Moses wanted evidence of God’s favor, identification as God’s people, was God’s presence with them that he craved. May we do likewise: seek to experience more of God and his presence with us.